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chican@/tejan@ trying to mitigate life in north tejas and become a full spectrum doula. i speak in spanglish and dream of home.
May 8 '13

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May 8 '13

historia

after taking a fresh sage bath with candles
i hopped onto the computer trying to learn my family history.

but it’s hard to learn your family history when the internet only recognizes the white in you, when tu mama can only go so far explaining the mexicana side, unable to tell me what her grandmothers history was. i have found through research and talking con mi abuela that the brown womyn in my family have an unexplored history. it is lost through time and that makes me sad. 

i can recognize the colonizer & settler within me, within my family. but why can’t i learn about the brown side, the side that i feel closest to but far away from?

westrup-von hapsburg-sanchez-sada de la fuente-???

 recognizing the ways in which my complicated family history has shaped my experience. my parents are half-white, born and raised in mexico aka culturally mexicana, citizens of mexico, immigrated to the U.S, and began their life on la frontera de tejas/US -privleged enough to have citizenship from my grandfather on my moms side who was born in california and who moved to Mexico during the Mexican Revolution. 

my dads great grandfather brought the baptist church to fucking monterrey, nuevo leon. my great grandpa on my abuelitas side was a big time land owner in the state of Hidalgo and had all of his land taken away during the mexican revolution. 

but what about my abuelita nini, aka rufina sada de la fuente? or my abuelita macrinca’s mama? 

ughhh

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May 7 '13

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May 7 '13

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May 7 '13

estoy cansada

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May 5 '13

galena is cuddlin’ 2 hard right now. she luvs all things bellies because her belly is so big. her whiskers are tickling me

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May 1 '13

ugh finally

got fucked with a strapon last night for my first time

feeling really gr8 and fierce and i am going to butchfest this weekend, a naked unicorn party. when did this area get this kewl? o rite, it still sux.

but southern queerz do what we gotta do.

<33333333333333333333333

i am all about my butt l8r 

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Apr 30 '13

ectogammat:

Los Tres

arte by Yessica, poema by yucca

living on the borderlands

means paddling in shallow bodies of water,

llorando por que we can’t express, ni explain,

the weight of our bones

the overwhelming taming and booty flaming

and the way nopalitos sting us in our sleep.

when we open our eyes,

la luna, el corazon, y el sol,

remind us of a swinging spectrum

the rays pulsating into crescents and corn husks

as las ranitas give birth through the night.

creating un mundo sin fronteras,

is understanding that we illuminate through barricades

perpetuated by the thorns of our past

cradled by a transparent power

and are able to fragment them within ourselves

with the help of others.

projecto yessica, liz, and i did for qwoc media wire. really, really proud of this. i think my poem and the photo presentation work so well together, i love y’all loads. 

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Apr 26 '13

leaving 2 austin to see some fam and get some succulents

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Apr 24 '13

if any of u wanna see my butt shake to my friends band PREGNANT, look at this 4 minute loop n be ~entranced~

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